Posted 3 weeks ago
There is never a good bye.
Every night I sit in my room and just try to reach out to you. How?? I honestly don’t know. I sit there and think to myself where you might be and if you’re able to hear me. I just wait to see if I get a response in my head or something….. Anything would be great… But it doesn’t happen.
It’s so heartbreaking to even try to accept the fact that you’re no longer here. It’s not the same.. My world completely changed. I changed… You’ve impacted my life in so many ways that I can barely adapt. I look at your pictures all the time, and just reminisce all the good times we’ve had. We had so much fun… You were my best friend and I felt like I had what I needed. You gave me support and also criticism that only helped me. I don’t understand why you’re gone all of a sudden. It makes no sense to me.. I miss you so much. You are my angel now.. I told myself I will not let you down. Every thing I do, I think of what you’d expect of me.
It’s weird graduating basic training under a lot of your support and now you’re not here for me to thank you. AIT graduation is gonna be so different…. We made so many plans together. You were supposed to be the one to pick me up from the airport.. Drive me home and spend the week with me. Now when I graduate I’ll be alone. I wish I knew where you are. Daisy, I never got to tell you how amazing you were. How beautiful you were. How great you were to be around.. How I looked forward to hanging out with you for the whole day doing absolutely nothing. I remember us laying in bed trying to figure out what we wanted to do for the day.. Then we’d up falling asleep for hours and wake up beside each other like “well the day’s over” haha. Then we’d just chill in bed together talking about life and what all we could do in the future. Wow I miss you so much.. I never told you this but I love you Daisy. I’ve prayed so much hoping you’d respond but you should know that I really do love you. I was told that I was supposed to let go and move on. Part of religion I suppose.. But that’ll never happen.. I will continue to hold onto you for the rest of my life. You were a great best friend. You’ll always be my best friend and nobody will ever replace you in my heart. There is never a good bye, I love you, Daisy.
Posted 4 months ago
These fortune cookies are really like a crazy coincidence… I just spent a month hanging out with all my different friends, and spent longer days hanging out with my best friends. The day before I leave, I get this fortune. It just shows how weird they know your life… When I’m gone I do hope that my true friends stay by my side and stick with me through it all. Half a year will fly by quick, I can’t wait to have it all done with.
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When my parents ask me if ill be ok being at home alone
i’m like mom
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Posted 4 months ago
Living your life to the fullest is a privilege, not a given. Earn the things in life and get respect. Life is always changing. Only a select few know I am, others know of me.
